NOELIA CRUZ PINK HOUR

I am a Certified Personal Trainer, violinist, performing and visual artist impacted by chronic pain and fatigue. My journey into finding ways to feel better has led me to welcome gentle light, gentle movement, empathy-led personal training, coastal water-lands relationships, validation, and pacing as ways to practice Restorative Wellness. These inform and inspire Pink Hour (pH). This name comes from that atemporal window of pink light that appears in the skies of the Great Lakes during Nautical Twilight. It is not day, nor night, so the body doesn’t have to be anywhere; it can be with itself, looking for relief.

When I started suffering from chronic pain, over 20 years ago, I started receiving physician instructions to “exercise” without being shown or welcomed into a path that led to a place that understood how my body was feeling. I couldn’t find a way that worked, or a voice that could talk to me or guide me that understood my pain and energy fluctuations. After a while, I started experimenting with movement, all movements, from dancing, to hiking, to stretching slowly, all the way to becoming a 2017 Golden Gloves Boxing Champion while fighting chronic pain and disability.

All these versions of movement helped me understand that the body was inherently powerful, but constantly fluctuating in pain and energy levels, and so movement approaches and programs had to be like the dune grass that inspires so much of this platform: flexible, but with strength so undisputed that it keeps an entire coast from collapsing. And so, in Pink Hour, movement can be ripples in a day, surf another day, swell any given day, or still water, but inherently powerful; because we, too, are bodies of water.

Now that pain has led me to become a Certified Personal Trainer, I want to be the voice I wish I could have listened to when I was told that I had to “exercise”, and I want to welcome my community of chronic pain patients and tell them: Welcome to Pink Hour. It’s not exercise; it’s a movement.

RESTORATIVE WELLNESS

The concept of Restorative Wellness is one of historical, personal, and relational significance to me. It is at the heart of the Water Relatives initiative | a program that aims to provide sponsored memberships to members of communities experiencing higher incidences of chronic pain associated with systemic and historical stressors.

It is a way to contribute to community wellness and restoration efforts that recognize our bodies as intra- and intergenerationally connected • understanding our well-being as connected to the well-being of the ecosystems around us.

The program considers the restoration of human bodies alongside the restoration of those bodies of water, species, plants, and water-lands that have been and continue to be profoundly impacted by colonial systems.